Our relationship, consisted of instability, neglect, verbally abuse towards my mother and lacked that solid piece that is essential to any little girl, the foundation of what a male figure needs to be. So when I went on to date, I found myself selecting men that too were broken. I developed the role of caretaker because I so desperately wanted to be cared for. I thought that if I behaved in such a way, the men would too behave in the same way. It wasn’t until I got older that I realized, I had it all screwed up.
to be continued: SAC